January 08, 2013
|i like this pics a lot . just the same portion with the music they made .|
i love them .. i wish i could found someone who had the same passion and vision with me ,
someone who i could share job with
Cool is , i'm gonna leave all of this shit . Cool-shit , i guess . I still remember how miserable i am for the couple months . First of all , it always hard when you'd just fit in and you must leave for your own decision . Honestly , leaving is always be the hardest part of ours, right? Second of all , i'm not really into something i made by myself . Kinda lost my mind , being frankly , one of reason i could bear is the fact that someone took over me and my future , and unfortunately *sigh* i chose to follow it ..
Okay , past is over , and i'm not get used to take them in front again . So! What the actual news? I'm going to apply college this year , which means i'm a bit older , which is i don't care about it . The best thing is my parents gave all decisions as mine and will take everything i want . So true ... So cool :)
And how about Jakarta? How about my current-creepy-job? Yeah , having job in this age was cool , making money is obviously-tiring-but-crazily-fun , but i do really care about my school and making money could be settled again after i graduate . So , yeah , resign is cool way , which will i give to my-honored-fucking-handsome-boss right with my schedule , on February 14th a.k.a. Valentine's Day! Wait , wait , is there any plan behind it? Why valentine? Why not other? Why not zoidberg? *blam* okay guys , there's nothing hideous in this plan , it's pure , originally , and emotionally out from any bad thing you have imagined . So - keep out .. I'm good on this ..
So the question is , am i gonna miss this stuff? Should i give shit bout them? Should i drop and forget all of this without remembering any pieces i've done here? I don't think so . I'm not the kind of person who literally drop anything into trash and talking like shit bout them , ain't nobody got time for that . Things are came up with their own way . They're bad , good , fucked-me-up , funny , embarassing maybe .. And they're become Unforgettable Stuff . Awkwardly , something you hate a thing when you had to choose to leave them , it turns out unforgettable . It's cool , it's awesome .. It makes you had no great words to describe them *sigh
Many things happened here , i made some of friends too , and i couldn't bear say goodbye if may be- i had to ..
Thanks btw ..
post and Citra Resmi Desita when 2:09:00 pm
December 14, 2012
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of meSpeaking words of wisdom, let it be - the Beatles . Let It Be
and why we should talk about it? if they're completely drowned us into darkness
all of those sickness comes only on your head . they're spinning around your head .
violate the butterflies in your stomach , scare your throat , sucks deeply
and you don't seems to fell hurt anymore ~
post and Citra Resmi Desita when 1:17:00 pm
November 02, 2012
i'm not busy at all , but for godsake my over-lazy-syndrome strikes again . in latest post i'm just post some of pics , right? hellyeah , i'm too lazy to share my story (:
for that pics above , i got it from tumblr . first time i saw , it's so cute , and i know i'm not that kind of girl who always say cute over million-picture , but those are the exception . haha . yeah , holding hand . i forgot when last time someone holds mine ): haha , i'm kidding . i'm not gonna take you into my sad story again , those are over , totally over . let's talk about those pics again ..
bear ? yeah bear . maybe they're still in honeymoon-phase (wtf , you think , tak!?) okay , focus ..
first of all , it's kinda racism . why? as you can see , they're black and white , but they're holding hand (what the fuck with holding hand , tak?! omg!)
okay stop , i have no idea what i'm supposed to write . but i'll give you awkward-quote , i invented this by myself , trust me :
those are who uneducated : act like a wiseman , stabs behind .happy november . they say November Rain , but unfortunately , South Jakarta forget to introduce itself to cloud . Bye haha
post and Citra Resmi Desita when 2:13:00 pm
October 16, 2012
|after breaking , i took photos with one of my senior . looks like a pro-player ,eh|
|meet my bro , @akmalstanza . obviously single , emotianally damaged , and originally beard on his face|
|being captured with the line , "sport of brotherhood"|
|Heitz Wall , a concert produced by Gen FM|
|waiting for another concert , look on our awful face|
|me and siska|
first place we had to visit is GOR Bulungan , not far from the bus stop , so we catch'em by walk . seeing other friends , senior on high-school and also the FronGen! another groups that emotionally and mentally damaged if you're in first look . it can damaged your brain with the jokes , emotionally make you crazy , and insanely make you rolling *what? , i miss them so much .
second destination was GenFest! from the name , you can literally know it was a music concert that held for celebrating GenFM birthday . GenFm is a local Radio Station in South Jakarta , and usually make an event like that during a year . well , it was so crowded , people sweat everywhere , scream everything they want and just like a zoo -_- i'm not the kind of person who can handle the crowd so much , but i enjoyed it , though , hehe .
happy october , then
post and Citra Resmi Desita when 4:01:00 pm