time

thinking of a few time before leave

everything seems so astonishing 

the worst part being away is ...

you couldn't be able to back in time

am I gonna miss this?

i like this pics a lot . just the same portion with the music they made .
i love them .. i wish i could found someone who had the same passion and vision with me ,
someone who i could share job with

Cool is , i'm gonna leave all of this shit . Cool-shit , i guess . I still remember how miserable i am for the couple months . First of all , it always hard when you'd just fit in and you must leave for your own decision . Honestly , leaving is always be the hardest part of ours, right? Second of all , i'm not really into something i made by myself . Kinda lost my mind , being frankly , one of reason i could bear is the fact that someone took over me and my future , and unfortunately *sigh* i chose to follow it ..

Okay , past is over , and i'm not get used to take them in front again . So! What the actual news? I'm going to apply college this year , which means i'm a bit older , which is i don't care about it . The best thing is my parents gave all decisions as mine and will take everything i want . So true ... So cool :)
And how about Jakarta? How about my current-creepy-job? Yeah , having job in this age was cool , making money is obviously-tiring-but-crazily-fun , but i do really care about my school and making money could be settled again after i graduate . So , yeah , resign is cool way , which will i give to my-honored-fucking-handsome-boss right with my schedule , on February 14th a.k.a. Valentine's Day! Wait , wait , is there any plan behind it? Why valentine? Why not other? Why not zoidberg? *blam* okay guys , there's nothing hideous in this plan , it's pure , originally , and emotionally out from any bad thing you have imagined . So - keep out .. I'm good on this ..

So the question is , am i gonna miss this stuff? Should i give shit bout them? Should i drop and forget all of this without remembering any pieces i've done here? I don't think so . I'm not the kind of person who literally drop anything into trash and talking like shit bout them , ain't nobody got time for that . Things are came up with their own way . They're bad , good , fucked-me-up , funny , embarassing maybe .. And they're become Unforgettable Stuff . Awkwardly , something you hate a thing when you had to choose to leave them , it turns out unforgettable . It's cool , it's awesome .. It makes you had no great words to describe them *sigh
Many things happened here , i made some of friends too , and i couldn't bear say goodbye if may be- i had to ..
Thanks btw ..

why we need to talk about it?

And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of meSpeaking words of wisdom, let it be - the Beatles . Let It Be

and why we should talk about it? if they're completely drowned us into darkness
all of those sickness comes only on your head . they're spinning around your head .
violate the butterflies in your stomach , scare your throat , sucks deeply
and you don't seems to fell hurt anymore ~

early november

hello .

i'm not busy at all , but for godsake my over-lazy-syndrome strikes again . in latest post i'm just post some of pics , right? hellyeah , i'm too lazy to share my story (:

for that pics above , i got it from tumblr . first time i saw , it's so cute , and i know i'm not that kind of girl who always say cute over million-picture , but those are the exception . haha . yeah , holding hand . i forgot when last time someone holds mine ): haha , i'm kidding . i'm not gonna take you into my sad story again , those are over , totally over . let's talk about those pics again ..

bear ? yeah bear . maybe they're still in honeymoon-phase (wtf , you think , tak!?) okay , focus ..

first of all , it's kinda racism . why? as you can see , they're black and white , but they're holding hand (what the fuck with holding hand , tak?! omg!)

okay stop , i have no idea what i'm supposed to write . but i'll give you awkward-quote , i invented this by myself , trust me  :

those are who uneducated : act like a wiseman , stabs behind .

happy november . they say November Rain , but unfortunately , South Jakarta forget to introduce itself to cloud . Bye haha 

a perfect combination of meet and end

after breaking , i took photos with one of my senior . looks like a pro-player ,eh

meet my bro , @akmalstanza . obviously single , emotianally damaged , and originally beard on his face

being captured with the line , "sport of brotherhood"

Heitz Wall , a concert produced by Gen FM

waiting for another concert , look on our awful face

me and siska

yeay !

on our weekend , we decide to take a trip to another side of Jakarta , yep South Jakarta . we actually lived in North Jakarta , and this is my first trip to go there . it was very hot day , another one i guess , we took a TransJakarta to go , and it spend almost 2hours with the traffic . ugh , pretty bored and sweat .
first place we had to visit is GOR Bulungan , not far from the bus stop , so we catch'em by walk . seeing other friends , senior on high-school and also the FronGen! another groups that emotionally and mentally damaged if you're in first look . it can damaged your brain with the jokes , emotionally make you crazy , and insanely make you rolling *what? , i miss them so much .
second destination was GenFest! from the name , you can literally know it was a music concert that held for celebrating GenFM birthday . GenFm is a local Radio Station in South Jakarta , and usually make an event like that during a year . well , it was so crowded , people sweat everywhere , scream everything they want and just like a zoo -_- i'm not the kind of person who can handle the crowd so much , but i enjoyed it , though , hehe .

happy october , then